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January 1, 2006it's almost 2 pm this day of January first 2006. i am awake for the second time today and feeling a little bit better than the first.
it's been a little while since i've felt like writing anything here or anywhere else, but today is different. put aside all the nonsense swimming in my head, put aside the thoughts of a recent tragedy, put aside feelings of uncertainty and discontent and put aside the feeling of my head about to explode; i feel pretty good.
i think 2006 will truly be the official beginning of positive change for many of us through the extraordinary experiences of the past, the unbelievable relationships that are and will continue to be and ultimately the awesomeism (awesomeizm) that is seemingly beginning to take effect on the lives of so many people i've come to love and rely on, many of whom helped bring in the new year, whether they know it or not.
so i say to you, regardless of the trials and difficulties that are sure to lay ahead, and regardless of the moments of doubt and insanity that face us often, this will always be and never forgotten as: awesome.